Are weighing down on me.
That's how it feels. I would say, "That's how it feels all of a sudden," but that would also be saying I didn't see things coming. I won't share details now of what I'm referring to, just that it makes you want to escape and a normal escape has been foods.
On the good side (maybe I should say 'minus' side?) I weighed this morning again, after promising I wouldn't, and I was down below 300 pounds. So at least when things are weighing down on me I have some light of promise.
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Jan 25, 2007
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you have reached your first goal ad.........there is always light even in the darkest dark........congratulations on reaching your first goal under very difficult circumstances...
THAT'S AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Congratulations!!!!!! WOW! I am so proud of you! Not surprised, of course! Good for you!!! Under 300. That's fantastic.
And it is hard when things get tough to not turn to food. It's very impressive that you're aware and you're talking (posting) about it. What you're doing is not just "losing weight". You're restructuring your life, and how you deal with things. It's so much more than about food, and physical health. It really is about changing your life style. It's hard to do. You're doing great.
Wow! That's great! About the loss. Icky about t... Wow! That's great! About the loss. Icky about the pressures of the world. That is how I feel this week too. I keep reminding myself of what m said and tell myself that I have to allow myself to have my feelings. Can't tell you how many times I wanted to get fast food or ice cream or candy. But I have been good so far. But I would rather eat yummy stuff than have my feelings! ('course that wouldn't solve anything, and I would be fat too) Give me a call tonight if you want to talk.
i love this family
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